| Saturday, July 23rd, 2005 |
| 12:39 am |
Okay August 17th 18th,19th,20, and maybe 21st there is going to be a party here. i get off work at 12pm on the 17th and 18 and 19th i will be off at 7pm I am not sure what we will be doing exactly on the 17th - 19th I am thinking just close friends only. drinkin or old school much or somthing along those lines those nights. just relax and kick it old shcool heh. but on the 20th I am having a THEMED TOGA party. that means u can wear any kind of bed sheet or wathever u want as long as its in a toga form. now I know some of you are not going to want to wear it and FINE THEN be that way just come in old regular cloths. spoil sports. I am not sure how many people r going to be coming. and for this I would really appresiate it if every1 thru there garbage in the garbage right away so we dont have a huge pile of it everywhere. I will be getting garbage cans placed thorughout the house for that purpose. I am expecting this party to have many many people and I am not sure exactly what will be happening. all I know is its going to be fucking awsome and people are already booking time off to come to it. |
| Thursday, June 30th, 2005 |
| 8:31 pm |
I remember back in the day when I used to drink 3 beers and be drunk. Now I bought 32 cold shots and think I might need more to drink after. that reminds me. Party saturday at my house call me whenever to come. I think I am not doing any more drugs for a while. that binge last week was great but too much for 1 normal person. heh, but no one has ever said I was normal before now have they heh. We changed the basement around again it looks pretty sweet this way. Of course it is only a matter of time before we get bored of it and change it again. |
| Wednesday, June 15th, 2005 |
| 2:01 pm |
in 32 hours of being awake straight, I worked a full 26 hours between here and calgary.. |
| Wednesday, May 25th, 2005 |
| 11:37 pm |
So I am going to be working morning soon enough. that means I get more time for me and rock climbing and everything else I want to do and love to do. The shift will be 3am tell 11am who thinks I am going to get good amounts of sleep!?>! |
| 11:36 pm |
Jamie: I decided on giving up on turning you into a stoner Jesse: good,,,, why? Jamie: I dunno man, your fine the way you are. |
| Thursday, May 12th, 2005 |
| 1:20 am |
So I am going to Las Vegas a week or so after my birthday it should be very interesting. and sometime during the winter im going to Hawaii hmmm. fun fun interesting times ahead |
| Monday, May 9th, 2005 |
| 1:22 pm |
well its finnally here and I am fucking glad I bought it. its a beautiful Monitor.. HMM MultiSync LCD 1970GX hmmm. has 4 USB ports and its soo purdy. I think Im in love again.. Well the last couple weeks have been.. interesting to say the least. The firework display was fucking amazing. one of the best shows of fireworks Kelowna has ever put on I think. under the circumstances that happened that night it was a sad night and it was a good night. when I returned to my castle I found that rob, marcus and leif were over with aaron chillin out... LEIF MARCUS u left a mess u biatchs tsk tsk. nothing too big a deal just ur drinks. today I am working 3-11 then two days off. Tuesday I think I will wake up early to do the MCPS for tim hortons. or maybe go out with Jeff and Wanda in the mornin. Then later on I will be going out with Scott and friends to say fair well for he is going to Montreal for a month. Wednesday I have to incorperate my Mumsy and Candace in the evening some time... For some reason I cant help but think I am forgetting somthing about those days off the other day when I was thinking about it it seemed as if there was more things to do.. hmm Hopefully I figure that out before its too late. hmmm well i am off ttyl. |
| Friday, April 29th, 2005 |
| 10:33 pm |
thats it! none of my friends are allowed over until you put ur shit away afterwards and not spill shit. this house is a mess thers sauce all over the place my tv box is missing and i am stuck with having to do it all while u fucking enjoy yourselfs well NO MORE clean up afterurself or fuck off i dont need friends like that. |
| Tuesday, April 26th, 2005 |
| 12:30 pm |
First day of being high - fucking fantastic Second day of still being high - Got marked at the store by DM while working got 92.4% walked home from coles house and thought some1 was following me, I eventually figured out it was my shadow. Third day - thought it was over Fourth day - dancing to my washing machine and swaying alot. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG |
| 2:32 am |
I dont ever think I could possibly forget Saturday night it was just way to fucking great. I poped my first two hits of E at 8:30 at work, then I poped my second hit of E at 9:30 and then i poped 2 more at 10:30. Mind you this is the first time I have ever done E and every1 told me i should have only done 1 but I am so glad I did 5. My night was so fucking wonderfuly fantastic. Just thinking about it makes me feel so great and happy inside and even when I dont think about it I still feel more uplifting and happier now that I have done it. I would have to say about 25-30 people showed up at my house. It was alot of fun mingling with all the new people I dont normally party with so much new experiance with it all. I found it all so appealing. All the different conversations I had and all the trippyness of it all. hmmmmm Current Mood:  indescribable |
| Saturday, April 23rd, 2005 |
| 12:17 am |
I think finnally after all these years my brain is finnally starting to expect what my heart doesnt feel for them. nothing.. |
| Thursday, April 21st, 2005 |
| 12:19 am |
Party my house Saturday. I feel like getting fuckt up but booze doesnt cut it and i have no mush. maybe ill dip into some of those vitimans i have do a couple after i get off work. and drink thru the night that should be interesting.. hmm I think I know what im doing then. thanks for the output no need for the input. fuckers.. getting another evaluation probably a raise tomarrow yay me.. fuckers.. went to the kareokee with my mom and granny and her bowling team there was chick there with two kids and she just turned 19 I think.. fuckers... wtf. fuckers... |
| Wednesday, April 13th, 2005 |
| 3:02 pm |
phase 1 complete: wash down bathroom top to bottom in preperation for painting. Phase 2 complete: paint mirror cabinet. phase 3 complete: weed and feed lawn and spray down drive way.. Phase 4 prossessing: Make dinner Phase 5 preperation: vacuum Phase 6 later event: paint rest of bathroom. Phase 7 after painting: eat dinner Phase 8 drinking begins: party at Marnis house and get uber drunk |
| Tuesday, April 12th, 2005 |
| 1:57 pm |
Tweet Tweet I have 3 days off and I still have over 40 hours this week score! on a side note I have 6 wives 2 kids and a chick who thinks i want to go out with her and another who asked me to the movies... Its hard to stay single lmao.. but I think 4 more months will be swell. |
| Monday, April 11th, 2005 |
| 2:52 am |
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| Saturday, April 9th, 2005 |
| 10:33 pm |
Last night was fuckt up
SO last night after work I got picked up by rob and Mike cause Mike got a nice new truck. Went for a drive and arranged for people to come over.. we got back around 10ish and garrett steve and Niggle were in the basement playing halo2. after we hung out every1 got tired and went home. then the second wave of people came at 12:30m Codies work group.... All of them were pretty cool I thought.. except for the two chicks who were being outcasts... so two of them end up leaving around 1:30 cause her BF had to work in the morning. and then the two chicks start calling there westbank buddies to come over to my house and they were all body builders pretty much talking shit.. so 4am hits and more of there friends come who r coke addicts and doulb emy size and 1 of them knew my past very well and way to much about it.... SO yeah the coke heads were doing rails in my bathroom yay me.. in the end they didnt leave until 6am and i got no sleep pretty much... |
| Sunday, March 27th, 2005 |
| 10:59 pm |
Well... Melissa is moving out soon. For the best I think for me.. now Aaron can move in. Its better off that way for many reasons.. Especially since were not friends since she never talks to me anymore. That and no more filthy bathtub hehe. Work is being sweet now they are paying me for all the time I stay late instead of not. this next check I'll have 120 hours on it which is going to be sweet. althougth the supervisor on shift really needs to chill out always pissed off at work and making every1 edgy. not too cool if u ask me but meh... I also got alot of extra cleaning done at the store in the last 3 days since its been sooo slow.... and did i get any stickers for it NO. lmao oh well there taking my name off the start chart anyways, since i get to many and asked them too... Two nights ago Cody and I did some zoomers randomly at 1:30 am heh had a hell of a time.. even though Men in black 2 sucks ass. last night was Garretts poker night. I came in second the first game. then we had some "brownies" that really fuckt me up and I stopped caring about cards and lost quick. I then got sick and passed out in the bathroom for 3 hours.. it was pretty intense. |
| Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005 |
| 11:40 pm |
Well, I finally got the Hot water tap in the bathroom for the bathtub and sink fixed... lmao... I had to buy a new tool for my collection. now I have hmmm 4 lmao.. harhar. me a handy man?!?!? My promotion for Tim Hortons is 100% I am now head baker/kitchen instructor. Two months from now they are going to give me another review possibly another raise muahaha.. We discussed this as they took me out for dinner at "the Keg". As usual the food was great. Then I came home and chilled for a bit and cleaned up the bathroom. overall it was a very unproductively productive day. |
| Monday, March 21st, 2005 |
| 10:55 pm |
Tonight went well at the beggining.. THen at 9pm a new girl who never had training before came on and it was her first day on and no 1 was ther to train her. SO I traind her for an hour or so on and off while doing other things.. yay me Some of those other things include... Spilling mop bucket water all over me and the ground twice... Getting garbage all over me. and so the transformation begins. |
| 12:26 am |
Lately I have been wanting to talk to every single one of my EXs and ask them why they do the things they do to me/them after we break up....... Do I really fuck them all up that bad to make them become so lost afterwards I wonder how they all are now.. Was it really me who did it or was it me just making them not do it while we were going out... I have never had a clean good break even now with melissa its not going well...What do I do to all of you. All I ever did was try(I think) all I ever did was what i thought was for the best... Why do you have to hit rock bottom before realizing whats around you. Why take advanatage of what could have been a great friendship. Inspite of what I say after we all have broken up I have always cared I just couldnt be around some1 I thought was screwing up... Somehow inside I feel as if I have failed all of them... |
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